Word Choices is an exercise in which I let my phone type a passage for me. I start with a blank page in Docs, pull up the keyboard and select one of the three words that are presented as shortcut options. I pick each following word this way, never typing a single letter, only working with whatever 3 choices I'm given and usually just selecting the only one that makes grammatical sense. In reality what options is my phone giving me, or have I given myself?
Exercise two: Letter to Ray
I am looking for a good time to get angry at the same things that you probably feel bad about. Stop castrating P. I'll never forgive myself and my family and the same things that I want out of the garbage. I'm sorry that you still jerk off to me. So I obviously don't know if you want to go back to therapy because of how much power I have over all men. I'm sorry that I kept trying to get you to fuck me. Even though I don't think anyone else who is in my life finally makes sense. You know that I only write about the same things that are fucked up and running in my head. Do you want to go back to the fucking jungle heat with the sex so that I can be satisfied. I'm not sure if you are looking for a good place for the wrong way but I think I'm giving you a lot of different types of things to do with me. Pootie Tang! I love you. Maybe. I have no idea. I don't like bad feelings. Maybe I should just start lying. I'm sorry. I forgot about the feelings.
I don't want you to know about this. Maybe I should just start lying.
*The only edits in this copy were two name changes, after the full text had been written.